I can't do this

I woke up late.

Guess I'm never really early.

I hesitate,

Only to fail.

I get so tired

Of procrastinating.

I need a change.

I can't do this./I can't do this./I can't do this by myself.

I can't do this./I can't do this./Oh God, I need your help.

I'm standing still,

Moved so peaceful.

I can't pretend

That I'm fine.

I get so ill,

Crazy, agitated

When I'm not really dying.

I can't do this./I can't do this./I can't do this by myself.

I can't do this./I can't do this./Oh God, I need your help.

(Plumb)